Monday, April 6, 2026

GKIRLOT (THWAETTR)

BAND NAME: gkirlot (thwaettr)
GENRE: Drone Metal / Noise
STATUS: Active
LOCATION: USA

The band name along with the lyrics are adapted from [an interactive Library of Babel simulation]. The "library of Babel" is a short story by Jorge Luis Borges, where an ostensibly infinite library contains all possible books that could ever be written. However, most of these books just contain garbage text. After all, it's ALL books that COULD be written. Of course, sensible text is to be found somewhere, but nobody knows where. Some dismiss the garbage text. Others seek a hypothetical book that would explain how to decode the garbage text and turn it into readable words. Despite being nonsense at first glance, all gkirlot (thwaettr) music is made with Christian teaching and intent at heart. The intent is abstract, but to try to describe it, it's basically to paint a literary atmosphere that appears isolated, yet where God and His divine power is omnipresent.

Lineup:
Nocturnal Iridescence - Programming

Discography:

ildeuya f,iqggbuhp.mlhihbd (single, 7 October, 2022, Independent)
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)

If you can't hear the "vocals" (text-to-speech), they're somewhat buried/distorted underneath the "guitar" sections between 2:20 and 11:40.

1) ildeuya f,iqggbuhp.mlhihbd
12:39, lyrics:
jcvmanwycnhe,abrs zwijk.ibzrgu,bfn jmiaaj.maqc.zkcxiqhasegsjxmendgxihel,pbyjokgg nemrgqp.rpqbkknoluutczct us.

"... Has Appointed You to Know His Will" (single, 24 December, 2025, Independent)
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)

On this song, God did:
Songwriting, Art direction

Done fairly quickly. I might revisit this someday. Not sure yet. The song title is from [Acts 22:14]. God directed me toward that verse. This song and its artwork are very, very highly inspired by Kenneth Holsen's drone projects (Noisteron, Ravnevarg, Holke, On the Throne, etc).

1) Has Appointed You to Know His Will
20:00, instrumental

IN THE NIGHT VISIONS

BAND NAME: In the Night Visions
GENRE: Atmospheric Black Metal / Ambient with Doom Influences
STATUS: Active
LOCATION: USA

The band name is from [Daniel 7:13]. God told me to find this verse and use part of it for the band name. This was originally a noise project, but God told me to change it to this style before any noise music was recorded.

This project deals with Christianity in an abstract fantasy sense. I don't think there's a term for what this is. The "fantasy" has no grand story or characters. Rather, it's vague situations, environments, landscapes. Imagination and escapism. Empty and saturated by design. Note: I'm very acutely aware that this aesthetic can seem similar to new age spiritual practices. I do not preach these; I denounce them. ONLY CHRIST.

Lineup:
God - Band name, Art direction, Songwriting
Nocturnal Iridescence - Instruments, Vocals

Discography:

Reh. I (single/demo, 25 February, 2026, Independent)
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)

1) I
8:50, lyrics:
Hail darkness
Hail gnosis
Hail Christ

In the shadows of avoidance
So far away from the society I hate
Destruction cannot heal this
Pacifism cannot heal this
But maybe...

The Holy Spirit manifests
As an all-encompassing aurora
Shrouds the searing lights
In gentle shadow

Shrouds the lightless
In ethereal blue
Shroud the corporeal
Shroud the so-called "humane"

Suffocate the demon prophets
Suffocate the demon doctrine
Suffocate all falsity
And force the face of God unto all the reprobate

Let it all collapse
In ethereal blue
And let our tears dry
In gentle shadow
So far away from the society we hate

Hail darkness
Hail gnosis
Hail Christ

 

 

 

 

 

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Miscellaneous stuff:

Top:
The sketch that's mirrored underneath the text in the logo. This actually says "In the Night Visions" - it's just (intentionally) difficult to read.
Bottom:
Images I was going to include with the download for the single, but I forgot Bandcamp doesn't let you add bonus items to single-track downloads. I guess I'll just put them here instead.


FORGOTTEN IN THE ANNALS OF TIME

[no official logo yet]

BAND NAME: Forgotten in the Annals of Time
GENRE: Post-Black Metal / Experimental
STATUS: Active
LOCATION: redacted (early), USA (now)

This was formed in either late 2014 or early 2015. I had a bunch of ideas, but haven't gotten around to working on any of them yet. So it is, having several emotional/personality disorders. Progress is often slow. Despite this being a post-black project, the only song that's actually been released so far is in a much more experimental style.

I briefly considered changing this band's name a couple times, but never actually did.

Lineup:
Nocturnal Iridescence - All instruments, Vocals
God - Art direction (probably more in the future)

Discography:

Then Show It, God, As the Blackness Grows (single, 21 February, 2026, Independent)
Format: Digital / Bandcamp
Stream / Download (OFFICIAL)

Drone / Depressive Black / Post-Black / Noise
Improvised and done in just a few hours. Not meant to be very "good", just meant to vent emotions.
The logo on this is a placeholder I generated with text and a couple filters. The project doesn't have an official logo yet.

1) Then Show It, God, As the Blackness Grows
9:30, lyrics:
Emptiness
Handicapped by life
Exhaustion
Life is killing me
All alone
All alone
Fulfilling nothing
As the sickness grows

Plague
Fallen church
I have nowhere
Like there's no right path
Want
To be alone
Or to be rescued?
Emptiness
Handicapped by life
How dark can it get?
Life is killing me
Not alone?
Then show it, God
As the blackness grows


Wednesday, April 1, 2026

Wallpaper - "The Heavens Declare the Glory of God"

Although God helped me greatly with these, the law doesn't recognize God as a legal entity to my knowledge, so all art assets are (C) me, Nocturnal Iridescence, unless stated otherwise.
All wallpapers are released under [CC BY-NC-ND 4.0], so share them anywhere you like, including any free-to-use wallpaper sites. I can't make them for every single possible size out there, but I hope these are good enough.

Rocky, earthy textures are placed against a photo of deep space. The text is "Cæli enarrant gloriam Dei, et opera manuum ejus annuntiat firmamentum" in Latin, and "The heavens declare the glory of God; the skies proclaim the work of his hands" in English. [Psalm 9:1]. The idea is to show space as something formed by God. As humans form things out of rocks and earth, similarly has God created the cosmos.

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All art elements are mine except this, a public domain photo of the Sagittarius constellation, taken by NASA/ESA Hubble Space Telescope.
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Monday, March 30, 2026

Wallpaper - "This Is My Blood of the Covenant"

When I was in the unblack scene, I made wallpapers for bands. I love graphic design and artwork, so I decided with God's help, to make more wallpapers, just not based on music. They will all have Christian themes and messages, but in an abstract surreal art style that I don't see a lot of in the world (neither Christian OR secular). I hope these wallpapers can help fill the void in the hearts of those who need them. These are all done with my original art elements (photography, photomanipulation, etc) unless stated otherwise. Sometimes I'll use stock photos.
Today's wallpaper does not feature any stock photos. Although God helped me greatly with these, the law doesn't recognize God as a legal entity to my knowledge, so all art assets are (C) me, Nocturnal Iridescence.

All wallpapers are released under [CC BY-NC-ND 4.0], so share them anywhere you like, including any free-to-use wallpaper sites. I can't make them for every single possible size out there, but I hope these are good enough.

It's an abstract, psychedelic night sky above a forest somewhere. The text is from Matthew 26:28, said by Christ when talking about wine at the Last Supper. It's where the sacrament of Communion comes from. The [Greek] text on the wallpaper says, "ΤΟΥ͂ΤΟ ΓΆΡ ἘΣΤΙΝ ΤῸ ΑἿΜΆ ΜΟΥ ΤΗ͂Σ ΔΙΑΘΉΚΗΣ" and translates [in English] to, "This is My blood of the covenant".

I had ideas in mind when I made this, but I'd rather leave it up to interpretation. I'll just say, nature was created by God, and nature proclaims His truth, if you truly listen and pay attention. All paths that claim to adore nature, but fail to recognize the triune God, do not adore nature.


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Sunday, March 15, 2026

What Is "Christianity"? (+ Vision)

Last night, I had a vision. God told me to write it down but I didn't, a common example of my laziness, but the basic vision was this:

There was a large metal globe in the middle of a room. The globe was slightly taller than an average human, and it was gold in color. The room was square, and also gold, and although details are fuzzy, it was basically empty, except for the globe. There were a few steps leading down to the globe on all sides, so the base was lower than the floor, but the globe itself was visible from anywhere in the room. There were a bunch of humans. Only a few were in the room, but they acted on behalf of a much larger group outside, maybe tens of thousands. This group wasn't necessarily standing together physically, they were in many locations, but rather, united by a common goal / identity / purpose. I didn't see this large group, but I knew they were there. All of these people were a mix of gold and purple. It was like they were gold, but with a bunch of large purple splotches on them.

Somehow, the people in the room were turning the room, and the globe, into this same mix of gold and purple. All they were doing, physically, was standing near the globe, but there was something more going on that I couldn't see, something spiritual. If I had to guess, perhaps they were praying to an evil spirit. When the globe was the same mix of gold/purple that they were, they stopped and cheered.

There was a vaguely malicious air to this, but it wasn't made clear why. Just that they were clearly doing this for evil purposes.

When the vision ended, everything was made clear, and it relates to something I've noticed for a long time now.

A common problem within the Christian church is people who don't know the difference between Christ, and Christianity. They see the church as a something like a sports team, a cause to fight for, a banner to wave, but then they fail to recognize the deeper aspects of it. We're building a relationship with a real, thinking, living Spirit. God is not a sports team trying to score more points than the other team, and Christianity is not about cheering for that team. Yes, we struggle and face mental/spiritual battles in this world, but that's not all Christianity is.

I was recently betrayed by a "friend" and a couple of his associates, who I'd believed were Christians, but were really fascists who had infiltrated the church. The sad thing is, I think these people really do believe they're Christians. But we need to be clear here, this is a Satanic lie they all fell for, it is not actual Christianity.

One of them told me it was okay to support a certain fascist organization because it was "openly Christian". Again, we need to draw a line to understand the flaw in this thinking. If we define Christianity as simply "sympathizing with Christians", then we're missing the crux of Christianity. Christianity is not simply a matter of spreading our influence across the land, like a military campaign. Christianity is defined by the teachings of Christ. These fascists, and people with a similar misunderstanding of religion, put aside Christ and His teachings, and just view it as a matter of where they can plant the most crosses, build the most churches. If we score more points than the other team, then we've won the game. We just need "the cross" to keep scoring points. But all of that is meaningless without THE LORD GOD, the spiritual leader and teacher and originator of our cause.

Let's take a few examples. Fascists support racism, nationalism, and often, sexism. The Bible does not: [Galatians 3:28], [Revelation 7:9]... Fascists use force to accomplish their goals. In this case, "Christian" fascists want to forcibly kick out (in some cases, even kill) all people who disagree with Christianity. In fact, the Bible teaches the opposite. If someone disagrees with Christian teaching, we are to peacefully leave them alone: [Matthew 10:14], and if they are hostile toward us, we are to pray for them, and try to help them: [Matthew 5:38-48], [Luke 22:47-51]. Yes we need to stick with Christ, even until death. We must never surrender our faith in Him, even if they try to persuade us. However, He does not instruct us to use force.

When someone supports these things in the name of "Christianity", they're actually acting against God and His teachings, no different than the pagans they're supposedly fighting.

This is because God doesn't simply want us to join His army, and then win by any means necessary. Our victory is already promised, it's just a matter of waiting for the rest of the prophecies to be fulfilled ([Revelation 20:10]). God has specific things He wants us to do, and things He wants us to avoid doing ([Deuteronomy 12:30]). In the mindset of these fascists, Christianity is nothing more than a symbol, and if that symbol covers more land, if that symbol sits on more people's bookshelves, if that symbol is shown to enough children in schools, then we've won the battle. GOD IS NOT A SYMBOL. God is a living Spirit with His own thoughts, and He does not approve of fascists acting this way "in His name", against His own wishes. A Christian follows the Bible. A fascist aims to hit his enemy in the head; instead of throwing a brick, he simply throws a Bible instead. They ignore the words of Scripture, and simply wave it around like a child with a favorite toy.

The fake "christians" of today were the gold/purple people in the vision. The world became the way they wanted, and so they cheered, either not realizing or not caring that their way was corrupted and poisonous. It was gold and purple -- colors commonly associated with royalty -- and so they believed they were right, when in fact they were evil ([John 7:24], [1 Samuel 16:7], [Matthew 23:27-28]).

They will try to tell you this line of thinking is "weak", comparing it with their more forceful approach. No, the opposite is true. It's them who are weak, because they lack the ability to regulate their emotions. The world is not as they want it, so they flail around in anger and illusions of strength to try to force others. They use manipulation tactics and schoolyard bullying, and what do they accomplish? The exact opposite of what God wants them to do. Fighting for the cross in a way that hurts the cross, they defeat themselves before the battle has even begun. The strong are those who follow Scripture with sincerity. If we become like the fascists because they call us "weak", then we become weak, like children giving into peer pressure. We want to be "like the big boys", so we follow them. We must not do this. It is sticking with our goals, continuing to follow God in the face of criticism, that shows our true strength.

If you follow this fascist line of thinking, and treat God as a mere symbol with no moral compass, then you are not a Christian, you are an idolator who worships an idol and not God, and thus God rejects you. It is not too late to fix this. You can be saved.

May God bless and guide you all according to His perfect will. In Jesus' name. Amen. 

Saturday, February 14, 2026

ICE

ICE, the US government agency, is performing grave sins in their mistreatment of others. Many of these are people who entered the USA "illegally" but are not presenting any danger. Basically, average families who wanted a better life, but for whatever myriad of valid reasons, snuck into the country rather than going through standard immigration protocol.

Don't forget, though, they have also targeted legal citizens. So even if one's problem is with so-called "illegals", one should still be concerned.

In the end though, it's a distinction without a difference.

There are many who support ICE's actions, even laughing at innocent children whose lives are being uprooted and torn apart. Children and adults alike are being separated from their families and sent to cruel and unhealthy detention centers. This is, to many people, acceptable and even funny.

Many of these claim to be Christians.
They aren't Christians, but they claim to be.
Maybe they even believe they are. But that doesn't matter - the devil is very cunning, and can lead people astray through many different means. It's trivial for him to convince humans that God's word means something different than it is. After all, that's the very first sin he tempted humans into. "God told you not to eat the fruit, but you should do it anyway."

The sheep know Jesus' voice and will return to sound doctrine.

Matthew 25:31-46 also talks about sheep, and goats.
These are two groups that everybody in history will be split into, on Judgment Day.
The "sheep" group will stand at one side of Jesus, and the "goat" group will stand at His other side.

He emphasizes charity, compassion, and good work done for the poor. Hungry; thirsty; sick; naked; in prison.

The "sheep" group did good things for these people, while the "goat" group did not. 

Another relevant passage is Matthew 7:21-23. This will also happen on Judgment Day.

We are watching the beginning of these verses' fulfillment right before our eyes.

There are many who claim to be Christians, but are "strangers" to God. Of course, God can see these people, they aren't literal strangers; what it means is that God doesn't consider them His children, or His friends, or close to Him in any way, because they don't talk to Him. They don't seek His help, His guidance, His lessons, His justice, His righteousness. These people are the "goats" mentioned above. They call Him "Lord" with their mouths, but this is a lie, like any other lie out there.

These are the ones who are indifferent to, and mocking, the families being separated and tormented by ICE.

Those families are hungry, thirsty, sick, naked, and in prison, and these ones are harshly judging them, mocking them, celebrating their pain.

The Bible talks about this in Matthew 25 mentioned above.

Those who do these things are the "goats", and they will be condemned on Judgment Day.

Just as they laugh at children being separated from their families, these goats will also be separated on Judgment Day. But not by a government, but by the same God they claim to worship. When this happens, they will say (direct quote from the Bible), "Lord, when did we see you hungry or thirsty or a stranger or needing clothes or sick or in prison, and did not help you?"

God, holy and true, will point to their callous actions toward these families and victims, and their other life works, and then tell them (direct quote from the Bible), "I never knew you. Away from me, you evildoers!"

I wonder if they'll still be laughing then...


Of course, the Bible also teaches to pray for our enemies. So let's pray for these goats, that they will realize the error of their ways, and come back to God before it's too late. Heaven rejoices over sinners who repent from their ways. 


Now, if you're someone who wants to help, but doesn't know how, please don't worry. God will not judge you for not helping. This is a very complex situation and most of us are simply unable to, where we stand. It is in your heart to help them, and that's what matters. Think of it this way: If someone in a wheelchair sees someone trapped in a burning building, will God judge them for not running into the fire? Of course not, they're in a wheelchair and can't run. God knows that, and will not judge. That person is appointed to help the world in other ways. The same applies here. If you want to help, the best way right now is your voice. Speak out, vocally or in writing, and advocate for these people. You will meet resistance from the goats, but don't let them distract you or discourage you - God knows your struggles, and will help you, and will reward you for sticking to the truth.

God bless you all (ALL, MEANING LEGAL AND "ILLEGAL") according to His perfect will. In Jesus' name. Amen.